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It’s been such a journey…
Went from 112kg to 80kg in 5 months I’m glad I changed in such a short period of time. Can’t stop looking back at these pictures, thinking how fat I use to be and how people use to teased me about it. It’s funny how back then no one gave a rats ass about me or wanted to go out with me, but look at me now… It’s a whole different story now isn’t it? Although losing weight wasn’t the only thing thats changed, so did my confidence and personality.
Shortly reaching my goal I start to receive a lot of complements about my success in weight loss and notice how a lot more girls chase after me now. While being influenced by all this, I thought I was some kind of star. In fact I was just being a douche!
At the end of 2009 to start of 2010 I gradually got healthier, but during the process I realised how much of a dick head I’ve become to people. Just because I was a lot different than before I didn’t think of others than myself. By teasing others about their appearance and taking jokes to next level in which I regret. I should know better, I mean I was once in that same position. Come to think of it I’v lost a few friends from this experience. But I have learnt and still trying to improve myself to be a better person just like my dad is. Morel of the story I am still yet trying to change for the better and treating others the way you want to be treated.
What a shitty day it has been today, got a parking fine koz I parked in the wrong place for 20min. So much has been happening and going on lately in my life… sucks growing up wish I was still a kid. :(
Although I manage through each day, I’m glade I have my friends there to support me and talk things over with, if not I’d go nuts! Just lately I have been thinking of moving somewhere, just to be more independent, but can’t stop thinking what might happen if I leave my family on their own. Sigh.. so much going on in my life and in my head, so much god dame decisions to make.
Didn’t do much on Mothers Day due to mum’s birthday the other day, so just went out with a few friends and had dinner at JUS BURGERS! and desert at SEIZANS! *Droools a waterfall*

Jus Burgers

Best Burger Joint!

SEIZAN Japanese Restaurant

Green Tea Ice Cream FTW!
Today is mum’s birthday but not celebrating anything tonight, since we did last night at Dragon Palace. But today after work I went to the phone shop and bought her the mobile she has been nagging about for the last 4 days. Such a big present for her, oh well mothers days is just around the corner. It’s confusing why my mum want such a high tech phone, she already has problems using her current one LOL. Guess she wants to be cool like us teens hey:P After coming arriving home, I quickly warped it before she comes home from picking the kids from school. Couldn’t find any wrapping paper except for some left over Christmas paper, but I guess that will have to do hahaha. Happy Birthday Mum:D and happy early Xmas wishes ROFL!

Dragon Palace Chinese Restaurant

Making a wish

Family photo

Mum’s Birthday/Mothers Day gift
New package in the mail woo! got my Gatsby hair styling wax today from the order I placed two weeks ago. So funny how they gave me coffee and face lotion as a free gift, all the way from Korea haha. The seller even wrote a note haha, makes me feel so special XD. Kinda freaky tho the sellers name is BOB, but the note that came with it is in girly writing with hearts…….O_O

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I recently heard about this guy from my lecturers, about a man who graduated year 12 and did not do anything after except find methods and ways to make money. Now the worlds biggest billionaire and CEO of Virgin Blue Airlines. Proves that you don’t need to be a smart nerd to achieve big goals. Just need to be innovating! This man inspires me and I would love to read more about him, so I’m on a quest in search for his book biography “SCREW IT, LET’S DO IT”

Long Hair Medium Hair


Short Hair

Which suits me best? >:/
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG Can’t wait till it comes out! It better be a good sequel, unlike other films like Transformers 2, Iron Man 2, etc. Hollywood tend to ruin the sequels to most films, but I really hope they don’t for this!

Today had such a bad day, woke up from a 6 hour sleep and went to uni. During the day I checked out my facebook to see any update, turns our Chris brown canceled his concert due to the flu and chest infections. Haha oh well not that I’d care it was canceled only spent $50 on the tickets but getting $80 refund back XD LOL WIN!


During tutorials in class I was so tired could not concentrate at all! so I decided to doodle on my notes, of a picture of Light from the anime Death Note. What a fail attempt but not bad for a first shot right? After the the tutorials had a lecture to attend to, the stupid lecture was being a bitch picking on me because I was in front of her made my day living hell! making me answer her stupid question, luckly my class mate saved my butt haha.

After uni was over started heading home, was pretty shitty day though. On the way home I seem to get more angry, but soon as I arrived home my new jacket I ordered off eBay arrived! Then I was happy again. LOL

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